If I post this, I have a better chance of winning :D
Tuesday, July 28, 2009
Sunday, July 26, 2009
Ranting
I usually try to stay positive, but I just can't take it anymore.
Why don't people realize how their actions affect other people?
Why don't people realize how their stupid decisions hurt people they love?
How do people get off ruining my relationships when I did nothing wrong?
I want to make Taylorsville my home, but how can I when I'm not there to fix the relationships that are falling apart by no fault of my own?
I am so frustrated and I don't know what to do anymore.
There are a lot of betrayals going on here and the two people involved don't even seem to notice.
They are causing problems within families and don't even seem to care.
Is it really worth this much trouble? Because if they really think this is worth how much pain it's causing me alone, I really don't them how I thought I did.
Neither of them are people I ever thought could hurt another person, but hey, you learn something new everyday.
How do they think this is okay?
I know I have no say in how either of them live their lives, but they're affecting me now, so I feel like I should be able to express myself.
How do they think this will end?
I do not know what to do anymore.
WHAT ARE THEY THINKING????
If I ever act like this...please hurt me.
That's all.
Saturday, July 25, 2009
Girl's Camp
I am just in a frustrated mood, and making a slideshow was taking too long, so click here to look at all the pictures :D
Sunday, July 5, 2009
4th of July
4th of July was crazy fun this year.
My parents and I were at the Dyas family reunion, my dad's mom's family :D
I got to go paintballing for the first time (which I now love) and got a super cool welt/bruise thing on my leg-thanks Alex, I got to go on a few 4-wheeling adventures with Alex, Tony, Eyan, Bailey and Joel, that was super fun, Alex almost tipped us over in a river though :O
We lit a lot of fireworks, my brother Chris had some awesome ones! Jacob and Harrison (my new found cousins) were lighting fireworks off of a bridge and throwing them into the water. My favorite ones were the flowers because they would spin on the water. Oh and some little ones that would sink a little and you'd hear a muffled explosion and see a little bubble of smoke come up!
We played games after my parents left to Clay's house. After that we decided we should probably go to bed. So here I am at about 3 in the morning, in a tent Lora let me sleep in, I'm playing solitare when all of a sudden there's a knock on my tent.
"who's in here?"
"uh, Jaycey...who's out there?"
"alex, stewart and michael"
I guess they had no place to sleep for the night, so they let themselves in and decided they were having a sleepover in my tent. I took some pictures so I'll put those up later.
Anyways, that was my 4th of July this year!!!
My parents and I were at the Dyas family reunion, my dad's mom's family :D
I got to go paintballing for the first time (which I now love) and got a super cool welt/bruise thing on my leg-thanks Alex, I got to go on a few 4-wheeling adventures with Alex, Tony, Eyan, Bailey and Joel, that was super fun, Alex almost tipped us over in a river though :O
We lit a lot of fireworks, my brother Chris had some awesome ones! Jacob and Harrison (my new found cousins) were lighting fireworks off of a bridge and throwing them into the water. My favorite ones were the flowers because they would spin on the water. Oh and some little ones that would sink a little and you'd hear a muffled explosion and see a little bubble of smoke come up!
We played games after my parents left to Clay's house. After that we decided we should probably go to bed. So here I am at about 3 in the morning, in a tent Lora let me sleep in, I'm playing solitare when all of a sudden there's a knock on my tent.
"who's in here?"
"uh, Jaycey...who's out there?"
"alex, stewart and michael"
I guess they had no place to sleep for the night, so they let themselves in and decided they were having a sleepover in my tent. I took some pictures so I'll put those up later.
Anyways, that was my 4th of July this year!!!
Monday, June 29, 2009
Monday, June 22, 2009
Just me and the folks now...
I'm officially the only child at home now.
Dinner Wednesday night was probably the most depressing point in my life. Two years ago, when we'd go out, the answer to the question "how many?" (at a restaurant) was "5". It is now "3"
Not the biggest fan of this being alone stuff.
It's weird going to bed and not having to ask someone else who is going to turn off the lights. I already know the answer. I will be turning off the lights, because I am the only one in my room now.
I got out of bed this morning and could turn on my music without worrying about waking anyone else up.
I got dressed with only one wardrobe to pick an outfit from.
I had no one to tell me which earrings I should wear.
There was no one in the bathroom when I wanted to take a shower.
There will be no more K's on the dishwasher indicating that it is my sister's turn to unload it.
There is orange creamsicle yogurt in my fridge that I don't want to eat.
There is still one mini-popcorn in the cupboard.
I have no one to share my teeny silverware with.
No annoying knuckle popping above my head at night.
No sister to help me with my school shopping.
No sister to go to school with me.
As my facebook status states, I feel alone....because I am. :(
Dinner Wednesday night was probably the most depressing point in my life. Two years ago, when we'd go out, the answer to the question "how many?" (at a restaurant) was "5". It is now "3"
Not the biggest fan of this being alone stuff.
It's weird going to bed and not having to ask someone else who is going to turn off the lights. I already know the answer. I will be turning off the lights, because I am the only one in my room now.
I got out of bed this morning and could turn on my music without worrying about waking anyone else up.
I got dressed with only one wardrobe to pick an outfit from.
I had no one to tell me which earrings I should wear.
There was no one in the bathroom when I wanted to take a shower.
There will be no more K's on the dishwasher indicating that it is my sister's turn to unload it.
There is orange creamsicle yogurt in my fridge that I don't want to eat.
There is still one mini-popcorn in the cupboard.
I have no one to share my teeny silverware with.
No annoying knuckle popping above my head at night.
No sister to help me with my school shopping.
No sister to go to school with me.
As my facebook status states, I feel alone....because I am. :(
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